I can remember

I can not believe that 2 years ago today I was in the hospital in labor. A part of me feels like it was forever ago and another part of me feels like it was just yesterday. I still can feel every feeling and emotion from that day. Every memory is so vivid. I can remember my Aunt Kathy calling my dad to tell me to push Violet out before midnight so that they could share a birthday. I can remember the Bears and Packers playing MNF (and you know I had this on) In fact, the Bears won in OT. I can remember my sister telling me I had bad breath LOL! I remember Tommy going to smoke and I almost killed him when he came back in because he stunk so bad. I remember everyone eating Del Taco and me telling them and I quote "Get the f**k out of here with that damn food!" I can remember hating the doctor. I can remember loving the night nurse. I can remember singing Silent Night to myself during the height of contractions. I can remember watching the rain fall outside. I can remember my mama holding my hand and rubbing my head. I can remember Tommy telling me how awesome I was. But what I remember the most, no memory of that night will top.....

Tomorrow, you will be 2 my sweet girl. Happy birthday. Mommy loves you as big as the sky <3